Dearest Salwa,

I seem to have loved u in numberless forms, numberless times, in life after life, in age after age forever. I could never love another, the way I love u. For the woman I love, I have searched my whole life but I know that I have found u. I've never gone out to look for TRUE LOVE... and i always do believed that sumehow there's always someone out there who is MADE for me.. and with all the signs pointin straight to u all this while.... it clearly shows that ur a gift from ABOVE, specially made for me... likewise vice-versa.. I mean how on earth are you ever going to explain in terms of chemistry and physics so important a biological phenomenon as first love?

Blaise Pascal once said: The heart has its reasons which reason knows not of.


All love that has not friendship for its base, Is like a mansion built upon the sand. Knowing u and being with u is one of the most exciting & wonderful chapters in my life. If I know what love is, it is because of u.



Franklin P. Jones once said: Love doesn't make the world go round; love is what makes the ride worthwhile.



Better never to have met u in my dream than to wake and reach for hands that are not there. I chose to love u in silence, for in silence I find no rejection. I chose to love u in your loneliness, for in your loneliness no one owns u, but me. It takes a second to say I love u, but a lifetime to show it. I would give up anything just to be with u. My dad once told me this, he got it from some phrase! I've no idea WHERE & HOW he got it though.. This was what he said "If he/she is the first thing u think of when u wake up, the only thing u think of when u're awake, and the last thing u think of before u go to bed, then he/she is really somebody special". Anything is possible, when it comes to love. Your love as far as I can see is all I'm ever gonna need. God's gift to me is u and u are the air that I breathe. Loving u is like a picture with a thousand words. For a few moments in my life u've made me feel as if I truly meant something to someone. When I saw myself climbing the stairs to where heaven starts and saw u waiting, I knew just how much I loved u. I mean, u only know u're really in love, when u have love for that person and only that person. U want to be with them in every waking moment, and u'll stay with them through thick and thin. Loving u is what I've learned so easily. Trying to forget u is the last thing I could possibly learn, because I'm deeply in love with u. I have found the paradox that if I love until it hurts, then there is no more hurt, only more love. Whatever it is I am looking for, I still don't know. But I do know that where ever it is, I want u to be there with me. When I love someone, I love them with all of me, not part of me.




I don't regret the things I have done or the things I have chosen not to do because what ever I've done, I must have done something right because I ended up with u. Your love is lifting me from everything I've known and everything I've been. Being with u is a gift while loving u is precious. U make my heart smile when I see u, I fall deep into ur gorgeous eyes and ur smile. It stops my ears from hearing, my lips from speaking, my mind from thinking, but not my heart from loving u. My love for u is a journey, starting at forever and ending at never. There is time for everything, but loving u is anytime. If there's ever a day when the clouds stop moving , it would be when I'm showered by ur love. If there's ever a day when the world falls apart, it would be when I lost ur love. Loving u is my job. Thing is, they never taught me how to love a person in school, but u showed me the meaning of love. When I say I love u just take it, take it as it is. I'm afraid of loving u for the rest of my life and I'm afraid of losing u for the rest of my life. I don't know much, but I know I love u. If I counted all of the ways that I love u, I would be counting forever. U are the sweetest gift I have ever received. U've made my world a better place because u're in it. I am lucky to know u. I gotta let u know I feel so weak without ur touch, I never thought that I could ever love a girl so much. I gotta let u know I think that we are destiny. For u, I'd cross the world! For u, I'd do anything!



I wish I knew what I could say or knew what I could do, to make u feel the love for me, I've always felt for u. All I ever did was love u as best as I knew how, maybe it wasn’t the love u deserved or wanted, but it was the love that I knew how to give at that time. I don't know if it's ur smile, ur laugh, or just the way u are that makes me feel like this ... but whatever it is, everytime I see u, I love u more then ever before. For some it is immediate, for some it is evolving, for some it is hard work, for me...loving u comes naturally. I love u for everything that u say and do. I love u for the happiness i feel when u are beside me. I love u because when u are near, the whole world is meaningful. If u want to know how much I love u, try catching raindrops; the ones u catch are how much u love me, and the ones u miss are how much I love u. If I had a thousand days, I would find a thousand ways to please u. U treat me in a way no one has ever done before, and it's because of this, that I'll love u forever more. Loving u is the most wonderful feeling I’ve ever felt, and I'm glad I got the chance to experience it with someone as special as u. It's a sad thing when u miss someone u see every day. I came alive when I started loving u. When I think of u I get this feeling that I want to see u. I miss u. If u ask me about love, I can't answer u. But if u ask me who I love, the answer is u. If I could tell u how much I love u in just one word, I wouldn't be loving u enough. My mom once told me: "If you always love who u always liked, then u'll always get who u always got". U may never know how important u are to me or how much I care for u, but u are and u will always be. Bear in mind that I couldn't afford to lose someone I've learned to care about so much. The moment I looked in ur eyes I fell in love. Everytime I look I fall in love again. I've looked so many times, and have gathered so much love. I have so much to carry with me I don't know what to do. So, I'm thinking of putting my love together and sharing some with u! I love u for being u and the way u make me feel when I'm with u! With love there is a price to pay, and for u I am willing to go in debt. I will always love u more than yesterday.




I had some sort of dream which went sumething like this rite after the nite i met u for the first time:-

While walking through a forest,
I tripped upon a rock of gray,
then struck my head upon that stone
where I blacked out there all alone.
A dream soon took me to a place,
a crisp clear vision of your face,
your brownish black eyes shined their loving glow,
your black hair was let to flow
upon bare shoulders naturally,
as it cascaded down on me.
You placed a soft hand to my face,
which caused my heart to pound and race.
You brought your breath so close to mine,
then whispered only one small line.
You said... "I Love You.. Yes I do,
I'll always be here just for you".
That forced my dreaming eyes to tear,
for suddenly I had no fear.
No fear of ever losing you,
the one I've searched for my life through.
The one so lovely, warm, and kind,
the one I thought I'd never find.
I tried to force my lips to move,
to say the words so I could prove,
that all held feelings deep inside,
are feelings that I cannot hide.
But words don't come so easily,
while deep within a dream you see,
although I tried so desperately
to tell you what you mean to me.
I failed for I just could not talk,
Then suddenly as I came to,
a real world ended dreams of you,
as birds were singing up above,
to wake me from this dream of love.
So there I was, standing tall,
my head still clearing from the fall,
oh please just let me fall again,
return me back to where I'd been!
Back to you within that dream,
as crazy as that just may seem.
Then suddenly I realized,
and thought of you as I surmised,
that I don't need a dream to see...
I have you in reality!
Though haunting as it truly seems,
Dreams sometimes do come thru afterall.


Masya-Allah.....


Here's Some Pictures..........


I'll Never Break Ur Heart!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



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This Car Plate is Driven By A Hot Guy Who Is Low Maintanance & Vent Angers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Callin All Sharifahs........ He's Still AVAILABLE!!!!!!!!




Alalalala DING DING!!!!!!!!!




I Do Take NICE Shots Huh...... Hmphh....




People!!!!!!!!!! Fai-zah's Birthday Was Held Under This Tree Name!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




NONSENSE & IMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



How Sweet................




I Can't Wait To Meet Him!!!!!! & MAYBE Ventin race With That VAN Of His......... Ehehehe..



I Can Wait To Meet Her As Well.. n VENT SMILE On Her.....




Love is when you miss her even before she's gone,
When you could listen to her talk all night
And never get tired of hearing her voice,
When the sound of her name sends chills down your spine,
And when you see her smile the second you close your eyes!
n tat clearly is wat i'm feelin now.....

Signing Off
Fakhry Alkaff